today started like any normal day. i was awoken by a 😴 DREAM 💭 with a certain someone trying to wake me up. and they were successful. but i was tired so went back to sleep. i have been recently letting go of chemicals in my body that no longer serve me. and i am out of my vitamins so it has been a struggle but i have maintained my word to The Creator and i know he sees my little victories. i have been trying to drink tea more but it’s a struggle cause i crave ☕️ ESPRESSO. and the local wawa is 4 blocks away. so i get my steps in, get some ☀️ SUN🌞 , and my caffeine, and i listen to music so it’s soothing.
so it’s the beginning of the month, which means rent is due and paid and i’m tapped out. budget is done. and i spent extra money at the beach 🏖, but you only live ONCE and my tan is the flex. i am pretty disciplined with my money. my mom is my BANK. she holds all my funds. so if i call her she knows i overspent somewhere. so i am literally not doing that.
so i get cute for my walk, i’m literally wearing yeezy’s and planning on handing the cashier all change for a $4 latte. the irony i know. but there is no shame in my game.
a bitch, needs her ESPRESSO!!
so before i leave home, i always pray 🙏 and i meditate and individually pray to my angels for whatever my needs are. each ANGEL gets their own individual prayer. even though i forget to ask for signs as confirmation and still receive them.
i did not this TIME. before i leave i remind a specific 👼 ANGEL 😇 to give me inspiration on an idea for a blog post today. i picked up a shift at work for a re up of funds so reminded them that i had a 2 hour window. (hey, you need to be specific and with the purest of intentions.) MY ANGELS know my heart so they never disappoint.
be so as i am walking and listening to music. i am thinking to myself… I PRAY I HAVE ENOUGH… but something in my head told ME…
YOU WILL HAVE EXACTLY ENOUGH!!
so i proceeded on my walk. when i get there i order my coffee on the screeen and i get line with my ticket to pay. no one is behind me and i keep checking cause me and my change will be awhile. then, this man that looked like he didn’t belong where i was, like he looked out of place. if that makes sense. i told him to go in front of me cause my transaction may or may not cause him to lose his patience. he laughed. but then he turned around and gave me money to buy my coffee. i normally wouldn’t EVER let a stranger buy me anything. but a gurrrr needs her ESPRESSO. and it was obvious he just wanted to do that for me. i told him “God Bless You” and “Thank You” and that he was an angel cause i was literally going to use change.
i felt blessed and grateful and overwhelmed with emotion on my walk home. cause i knew that what just happened was divinely orchestrated. and when i walk into my apartment filled with GRATITUDE AND APPRECIATION. i take in a deep breath and i am overwhelmed by the strongest scent of roses. that was my confirmation.
My Angels see my progress and my growth and even the smallest victories need to be celebrated.
YOU HAVE TO KEEP GOING TO KEEP GROWING.
i have been through so much in my life and i persevered because i put my faith in The Creators hands. i asked Him to change my heart and HE DID. i asked Him to save me and HE DID. i asked Him for his MERCY and HE TRANSFORMED ME. i asked Him to never leave ME and HE DID NOT. not only did HE live up to his WORD he sent me HIS BEAUTIFUL ANGELS who follow me everywhere i go. near or far, lost or found. i just have to be ONE WITH MY 💙HEART💜 and MY ANGELS 😇 WILL ALWAYS BE AROUND!!
may ❤️ LOVE and 💡 LIGHT find you where you vibe😎 and 🌹flow.
dear 📔 diary,ᵗᵒ ʷʰᵒᵐ ⁱᵗ ᵐᵃʸ ᶜᵒⁿᶜᵉʳⁿ:…. 