growing up in a predominantly white town in my teens. and being literally one of 4 who were Spanish. (and one was a cousin by marriage) you would think my EGO would be on overdrive.
like OVERCOMPENSATION BOULEVARD.
i never felt less than. never felt any lack or like i didn’t fit in. i am mutable which means i can adapt to my habitat rarely quickly. i was lucky my ego and pride rarely got in my way. fortunately for me, working on my ego wasn’t on my souls lesson list. cause the ego is a doozy to overcome. but like anything in life it can be done with some hard work and lots of VODKA and a mild sedative!!(just kidding)…(kinda)
being raised by a strong personality like my Mother who taught me that you never let anyone tell you who you are.
YOU SHOW THEM WHO YOU ARE!!
i’ve always had this “je ne sais quoi” that could charm the uncharmed. honestly, i believe my gift of gab and knowledge of the randomest facts helped. but the latter sounds better. and who doesn’t ❤️ LOVE the french language. (i wanna see the eiffel tower so bad)
humans tend to overcompensate when they feel lack. when we feel attacked, embarrassed, hurt, defensive. our ego takes over. instead of pausing and receiving what your hearing. making the choice not to fight fire with fire. instead call on The Creator and i promise you, your response will be of a place that puts that fire out. our ego tests us everyday. not being REACTIVE IS KEY to putting a monsoon of water on the fire of energy that is the ego. this is a skill that with work you can master. why it’s not an instantaneous action that happens. well, that’s an EGO thing.
to feel better and feed the ego you think you need to impress people or think you do in order to have to save face so people don’t think your soft or losing your appeal. as a defense mechanism it makes you feel, see, hear, say things that aren’t even there. it’s like it has a mind of its own. that’s cause it does. THE EGO IS PART OR US. sometimes i wish it would SHUT TF UP!! no one asked you EGO!!
SOMEONE NEEDS TO TELL EGO TO PIPE TF DOWN!!
but the EGO is around to teach us life lessons. and if we care enough to pay attention to how we feel when our EGO is triggered. we can heal past child hood trauma, family issues, inner child release and break generational curses. with any trauma that is cured and released your doing not only yourself but all of your relationships benefit immensely from this. so let’s start doing this work. we are ONE at the end of the day. all curses broken now benefit all generations in the future. let’s not repeat learned behavior. that then just carries on. WHEN WE HEAL WE FEEL AND DEAL WITH IT. at the end of that is TRANSFORMATION. IT WILL ONKY MAKE YOU A BETTER HUMAN.
I AM THE BOSS OF ME, EGO… (repeat that 3x NOW, your welcome) don’t ever let it make you feel something you know is wrong, hurtful, evil or even detrimental to your health and well being.
YOU ONLY HAVE TO IMPRESS YOURSELF!!
KICK LITERAL ROCKS,EGO!! your ego. your pride will be your downfall if you don’t have the skills to silence it. you have to have balance. find what triggers you, get to the issue of why it triggers you and get the ❤️🩹HEALING ❤️🩹
YOU WILL THANK ME LATER!!
what others think of you is none of your business. you can’t control that. soooo…who GIVES A MONKEY SHIT. they don’t pay your bills and why does their opinion even matter that much?? ones that talk the most shit live in houses of the cheapest (i’m insinuating that it breaks easily, in case you didn’t catch it) GLASS!! they talk SHIT cause they are unhappy ☹️!!
Happy 😃 PEOPLE don’t do that. they are too busy living their lives and and worrying about their own.
when you start working on yourself, you realize the only person you have to impress is yourself! YOU ARE YOUR WORST ENEMY ANYWAY, so that’s who needs the impressing!!
FOLLOW ME NOW!!
the minute you make the connection that your ego is what holds your trauma and triggers. the moment you make that connection that feeding your ego only starves your growth.
YOU WILL NEVER FEEL THE NEED TO NEVER USE YOUR EGO AS A DEFENSE MECHANISM!!
dear 📔 diary,ᵗᵒ ʷʰᵒᵐ ⁱᵗ ᵐᵃʸ ᶜᵒⁿᶜᵉʳⁿ:…. 